Monday, October 25, 2004

The Pool of Emotions

The following is what I said to a friend online about her breaking up with her boyfriend. Her excuse is because he is not Mormon, so she can't marry him, but I don't buy it. Its not a good enough excuse for me. I think there might be more to it.

I know after being hurt, after a long period of pain, it is hard to be happy. Its scarey. its almost easier, more comfortable to no be happy but in pain. but why?
its like a spa and a pool. when going from the warm relaxing pool to the spa, it is so cold and so horrible. but u get used to it, numb. then when u jump back in the hot spa, it burns, stings. makes u almost not want to get in, or at least get in slowly. but being in there is better. u know this. everybody else knows this, and that is why they are all in there. it is more relaxing in the long run

Saturday, October 23, 2004

Boredom Brings the People Together

Okay, so I am really bored. I am super bored, and I went to look at a friend's blog for the first time. Then I decided to make my own. This is it. I am also going to make another one though, about my car. Since that seems to be the thing to do. I'm not like obsessed with my car though. Though it is very cool compared to my other one. When I think of a name to call my car, and then make a blog for it, I will let u know. Though it will not be strictly about my car, rather stories involving my car, such as places I go, or stupid things I do while in it. Or just a thought I had while in it or a conversation I had with it. By the way, I am crazy, just not medically approved. Well, I'll come talk some more soon.