Back to school, to prove to dadda that I'm not a fool.

So I'm back at HSU--for what its worth. The Nates didn't come back. Ritchie had a better deal in Santa Rosa. Him and his brother work in the hospital with his mom (making bank) and rent out his dad's house--his dad moved again to be close to work. I miss him, and wish he was here, but only for selfish reasons. I know he is better off where he is. He wasn't cut out for college. As for Prince, well I heard he fell asleep behind the wheel and had a terrible accident. I plan on going to visit him this weekend if I can.
As for my new roommates, they don't seem too bad. Perhaps I'll write more on them later.
As for other bad news, I had to drop my Slipstream Fiction class because my chemistry lab cut into the time too much. It left me with only twenty minutes of class left...that won't work. I am going to continue to go to class when I can in hopes of learning a little bit, and seeing some cool movies.
I also have an annoying neighbor who is a computer nerd, and spends too much time in our room playing our games. He's one of those who always has annoying comments like (about Mario Kart) "A gorrella couldn't ride a 100cc gocart. A 100cc is like a weed wacker." He's missing right now though, and people are looking for him. Hope he's okay.
Also met this beautiful girl. Her name is Mara. I wish I hadn't met her. She just makes life more diffilcult. My palms don't sweat perfusely when I'm watching a movie next to Manuel. I wouldn't mind if I thought I had a chance with her, but I'm not so sure. It seems like its gonna be complicated. Damn women.

What to do, oh what to do?

So I haven't been on here for over a year, but I'm tired of myspace, so I'll start using this more...even though no one actually sees this.

Well anyways, I'm having some girl issues. I just don't know what to do. I to this girl who I'm just hooking up with, and she's fine with that. She's alright looking and is a good girl. We're not gonna have sex or nothing, but we are fooling around. I'm not satisfied though. I don't want her. I want another. Honestly, she kinda bugs me. The things is says gets annoying. I want another girl, but I can't have her. Why? Well, basicly cause she won't let me. haha I try to get her to do stuff with me but she won't. The few times we have hung, they have seemed to go well and I have come to really like her, but I guess its not mutual. She makes no efforts to hang with me, but rather makes effort not to. Doesn't matter now though. Eitherway, my summer is more than half over. I only have like five weeks now, so what does it matter. I should just get over her. Only problem is, I know I'm not gonna have anyone I really like up there. Most I'd have is, well, pretty much the same exact situation but with different girls. So what do I do? Tell me. What the fuck do I do?...Nicholi signed off and won't listen to me bitch about liking her friend, so blogger gets it instead.

The Pool of Emotions

The following is what I said to a friend online about her breaking up with her boyfriend. Her excuse is because he is not Mormon, so she can't marry him, but I don't buy it. Its not a good enough excuse for me. I think there might be more to it.

I know after being hurt, after a long period of pain, it is hard to be happy. Its scarey. its almost easier, more comfortable to no be happy but in pain. but why?
its like a spa and a pool. when going from the warm relaxing pool to the spa, it is so cold and so horrible. but u get used to it, numb. then when u jump back in the hot spa, it burns, stings. makes u almost not want to get in, or at least get in slowly. but being in there is better. u know this. everybody else knows this, and that is why they are all in there. it is more relaxing in the long run

Boredom Brings the People Together

Okay, so I am really bored. I am super bored, and I went to look at a friend's blog for the first time. Then I decided to make my own. This is it. I am also going to make another one though, about my car. Since that seems to be the thing to do. I'm not like obsessed with my car though. Though it is very cool compared to my other one. When I think of a name to call my car, and then make a blog for it, I will let u know. Though it will not be strictly about my car, rather stories involving my car, such as places I go, or stupid things I do while in it. Or just a thought I had while in it or a conversation I had with it. By the way, I am crazy, just not medically approved. Well, I'll come talk some more soon.